This is why I don't have birthday parties

Today has been full of mixed emotions. I planned out my junior year or school, I heard a song that reminded me of Stephy, I went to P.E., I got a hole in my sock. Today has been full of a lot of nothingness as well. I would quite enjoy finding a theme for my SWEET 16. Ideally, I would enjoy one that basically describes me. I thought about an Alice in Wonderland but I don't that that is very me. Oh well, I suppose I will eventually find something. Hit me up it you have any ideas :)